Sunday, June 15, 2008
Currently, I felt very painful to suffer the pain of slimming by myself. I felt both tired be it the means of physical or even mentally. I only allow myself three more months to see the results.
Sometimes jogging in the night makes me wonder what I am doing alone in the darkness, hearing the lonesome quietness and getting agony increasing day by day. My swimming examinations is just around the next holidays and my time clock at 40mins for 30 laps. The basic requirement to pass the test is around 45 mins. 5mins early is a very thin line to fail. Every Sunday, by hook or by crook my heart would drag me out of bed early in the morning without fail. I would be facing the stress of not able to fulfill the expectations of my coach.
Regularly, I had to push myself to eat porridge with some side dishes. No more fried food, no more food that would cause me more scratches to my heart. I'm really tired but I'm determined to face the remaining 8 weeks with the remaining fuel in me.
I try...
I try...
signed off - Pain, Agony
Age : 20
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