I left her a note around 3 am plus. I did not want my family to know I place this mushy note for my auntie. Well, pride is up high on my head. This is what I roughly wrote:

Auntie, this is a present for you. Place a wish on your upcoming birthday in this bottle. Post me a present with photos of your marriage! blah... blah and many more...

Then, I woke up the next morning around 8am. I did not tag along to the airport as I know I'm sure to breakdown but i ain't showing it to my family. Pride problem. Before my auntie left the house, as soon she walks in my room roughly 6 am plus, I knew it was her and she left a note for me.

It wrote: Thanks, Alvin. Take care of didi and meimei. You're going well with your plans. Go for it. Meimei you must take care. Guard her from bad boys. Didi needs more scoldings, urge him to study more. blah... blah... and more...

Then, one call came, and that's the third time in my life I dropped tears once again. My auntie called and told me to take care fo my siblings. I told her to send photos of her life once in a while. She said," you miss me arh", and thus broke into tears. I felt overwhelm with this weird feeling and my first tear came out.

I hold myself and act aloof and let her feel I'm not going to be affected by her leaving. She's getting married and I don't want her to know that the rest of us all miss her. I controlled forcefully and talk to her. Yeah, miss her scoldings, and told her to show her baby's photos in two years time. When I spoke till here, the second drop of tear came and I almost breakout. Once again, I hold on and kept silence till I was able to speak fluently. All i heard from her then was cries and more cries. I felt the environment was quiet, and I could faintly hear my heart throb.

I decided to end the conversation with a bye. Bye auntie. Remember to send things once in a while! Happy marriage!

On the cancelation of the phonecall, the last tear drop came, and I went out of the room and sat on the sofa and stared in the air for awhile. Hope I would get used to this life.

My new alarm clock given by my friends. I be needing this because my maid is leaving on 30 dec, on a morning flight. She's called Rio and she is getting married with her boyfriend. Lucky that her boyfriend is sweet, or else he shall face my wrath from me. If he dares to ill treat Rio, I wack him till his mother won't recognize it was his son. Cross my heart I shall do it .

As usual, I went jogging around 2 am. I decided to double the laps I usually run. I want the results out before my will goes out. Upon finishing the 5th lap, I would head to this fitness corner(as usual to do my regular sit ups on this bench.) Every sit up I did, I hope to see the stars but this night, the clouds gathered really well. I ain't seeing anything except smokes of clouds.

I'm even doubting when will I see my star. Rofl. When my cousin told me about the north pole star, I even ridiculed him even though it was true. Hmm. Will I see any in the future day? I'll be running today again.

sh, jy and I went down to orchard around six in the evening. We decided to catch a movie at cathay near the station. Before that, we had to take a bus to Jurong East station right? This is my first incident. We were waiting for the bus which able to reach the interchange. Then, nicely 183 came and we went to the stop which it suppose to stop. The bus driver stop 10m before the assumed line. Okay, it's fine with me, i went over to the bus instead of the bus driver drives to us. I walk over to the door and that sickening driver went off and drive another 10m ahead of me. What the heck! I gave him signal that I'm alighting there. What's with the attitude!

Sh and jy giggles and laugh their heads off unaware of their image lossage.

Second incident - We went to watch this movie called the day when earth stood still. We were suppose to sit on f7,8,9. I followed according to where they sat on. Indeed, we sat on f7,8,9 and then jy said," these aren't our seats. it's the one row besides us. Okay, we went to sit on f 10,11,12. At that time, I did not know what was our seats. Upon sitting down, sh asked these ain't our seats and I got flared up and took the ticket and glanced it. Great, we went back to sit f7,8,9 again and the people behind all giggled and laugh as though they were already watching the movie "the day we guys stood stupid".

Third incident - Snow wars episode 1. Rofl. We watch finished the movie, went around the mall, walk in some shop which looks like another mini toons, in out some shoe shops and we decided to went home. Went out and there's a whole crowd a people at every corner. We had to walk inch by inch and finally reach takashimaya. The snow war starts. Everyone was spraying this can full of soap foam and we were like playing matrix reloaded and try avoid the sprays. I got caught a little by a girl who was spraying to her friend. I did my best to avoid. Wah! It was intense and dangerous. I do not want that foam to catch my shirt.

Forth incident - We thought that Jurong point newly launched mall was opened 24 hrs. We went there and stunned by the overwhelmed close shops. We went in and hope to find a shop open. Instead, there was a gang fight over something so stupid - stare. This chao ah beng said," You better respect me with your words!" He stick his hand on his face and squashed so hard and told him." Think twice my friend." We wanted to go over and pull that little puny guy and later saw something stupid. That chao ah beng hug him and his hands over the puny guy's shoulders. We drop our jaws and thought what day is this. Take a train and we end this stupid thingy.

It was one fine day when I went to vivocity at harbourFront, I discovered my nails were turning purplish. In fact, it was all of my eight fingers and in addition of 2 thumbs. I was like i'm turning vampire? I hope to be like a diamond, like the one shown in twilight. Rofl.

Then, I went to visit my mum's clinic doc -in - charge and he said it was because my improper balance of nutrition. During this holidays, i forced myself to eat 2 meals a day. And with the exercise I had done, the doc says I had not enough of kcal in me to sustain my blood circulation. He wants me to slack some of the exercise and continue with the three meals a day. I was thinking how the muslims able to sustain themselves during the fast. Kudos to them.

Yesterday night, around 12 am, I pulled my cousin and went we went down watch the stars and of course as usual, I had to jog. This time, the stars we saw formed like the north pole star. Should be ba.

I was like thinking when will I get to see aquarius forming by the stars. Now, another motivation for jogging would be watching the stars. They goes blink and blink, and I would go "Wah". Rofl.

As usual,I went for a night jog around 11pm. After 3 rounds of jogging around the park, i sat down do my sit ups on the regular bench I sat on. The bench was like my buddy who accompanied me throughout the night out there for like four months.

After the sixty sit up that I did, I laid down and watch upon the sky. Today is the day where the sky was as clear as the water, and the stars shimmering radiantly till I notice there was a pattern within the clusters of them. I took a breath and think what was this. I was hoping it was aquarius as i belongs to that sign. IT WAS PISCES. Pisces took my breath away. I was watching a scenery that many people never stood by and admire it. Hmm. Magnificent. Ahhhh! It took my fatigue and my pain, suffering off away for that night.

It's christmas. Dun ask why I look so fed up. Caught by my sis's handphone. She got a new handphone like some big deal.

Christmas. What shall I do during christmas? Gloomy one or a bright one? Well, it's all up to me.

I told them I gonna post something funny. But, these few days really can't do it.

Soon guys. Soon. Real soon.

The things that were given to me when I went to collect it at queentown swimming complex. The gold thingy can be obtained after bronze, silver, gold awards. Phew. Think back, it's a long journey.

This is me at this restaurant called "I cannot remember liao."
They serve good beef lasagne but not really much of the taste of beef. Cheese was given too much and felt digusted till the last bite.

We began our chats about the time before us, how we did and start the gossip session of our secondary school class.
Lol, it's ridiculous but it's fun.



Later, the gang of us went outside central and decided to took some pictures. It was alright for the girls to take under the christmas tree, but we two like...

Well, Joel did mind at first, but ok, memories to keep. Rofl.
Not bad for a Christmas tree.

The two girls, xue and adeline bought this in this cafe. Looks exqusive and there's the bit of gold foil on the top as decor.
They were extremely unhappy above making dents in it! Haha!












Then, we took some photos on the bridge itself. Xue's cam green flash flashed on Joel, making him like hes the one haunting Clarke quay. This is really hilarious. He later know about it and kpkb.






First time see Joel smiled so wide that his row of teeth could be seen prefectly. Smile more man!











Us! Clarke quay seems more nicer than before.





Leaving soon, waiting for MRT. Good luck to you Joel, going to US soon becareful!

Be back for new year. I would never want to get you chrysanthemum soon.

Seems that all of them had either gf or bf. Then they ask me, so what about you. I guess I had to keep quiet and told Joel, " I don't know la, I got no courage to ask a girl. That's been my problem." As usual, he swaggered. ROFL. Of course It would be nice to have a companion especially having same interests. Joel complained of being sick if were to face his gf everyday. Some people just don't feel satisfy. Envious of him sometimes if I were to meet him which is rarely.

Anyway, good luck to Joel flying off to U.S. Hope he make it to Singapore by Dec 26. Hope. Ok, then the group of us went to take photos, walk here and there, chit chat, sit down have a drink and ate a small diner which I ate beef Lasagna but not much a tint beef in it. Before going off, Joel bought a alcoholic drink called cola something and had strong whisky smell. He offered me to drink a little, and I got to admit; it's a hell of smell and retains it for long hour!

Finally, a laptop that belongs to me, I dun noe, but the feeling of using the money earn from work is satisfying. Well, some people think I use the hard earn money to buy a laptop is rubbish but that's what my heart wants.

The laptop I bought is extremely huge in width, normal for the height. I'm afraid to bring to school fearing of hearing I'm a show off or something else. These jarred my heart.

P.s : The laptop not entirely mine as my parents fork out 1k while i fork out 2k which was earn from the time I coached people. Nags from my parents were excessive.

I did this in school today. I felt something when I see these images and the song sync together. It's nice and warmth. See if you all can feel that!

P.S : Lol. Today darren wanted to see the clip and we watch together for 5 seconds, i sense something was wrong but I just could not pin point it. Then, 5 seconds more later, I realise it was too gay for two guys to watch it. I get sudden goosebumps! LOL!

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