Thursday, July 31, 2008
In my entire life, I only had a girlfriend during my tertiary education. She was sweet, and we were interested in the same sports. The passion to burnout, the yearn to tryout in the competitions, hand in hand smashing opponents. At the point of time when we had to go our respective schools after receiving the 'O' lvls cert, she mention about a break up since we were too far apart. At the moment, I was not responding but left the school, and went home not saying anything. Well, I guess I can't place the blame on her as I was not at all responsible because of my obesity. Having a bf like me, to her other friends maybe embarrassing.
Because of that event, I became very mindful of my weight upon reaching year 2.
It's a burden to my mind and physical body.
Signed off A.Soh
Sunday, July 20, 2008
On our way to the entrance to the tram of sentosa!
We were playing volleyball! My first time playing it!
But, it seems I'm very obese. Hmm. Gotta buck up more.
P.S : Very hot, similar to cooking myself on a pan.
After a tired day's trip to sentosa, we were all down and lethargic.
They happily eating KFC in front of me and all I could do was to stare emptily. Hai.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Sometimes throughout the night, when I panting profusely, I would listen carefully to the surroundings. The dead silent rhythms to my ears. Halfway back to my house, I would lie down on the sit-up bench and thought how tired and painful It was to feel everything on your own. I wish there was someone to talk to at that very moment but all there was a cat listening to my sorrows.
This cat always be there when I jog during the night. It would lay on the bench quietly as though it anticipated my arrival. Hahas. This is ironical, instead of a human, I got a substitute.
P.S : Please Watch "TEN PROMISES OF TO YOUR DOG" I cried on the Left Eye! 4.5/5!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
As a matter of fact, I feel that I don't deserve to like someone at all. I don't deserve anything. I don't even have the determination to lose my weight down, and that has clearly shown how much charisma I could have.
I guess my main problem would be getting into a acceptable weight range and recover the remaining determination I should have from the beginning.
We were playing volleyball! My first time playing it!
After a tired day's trip to sentosa, we were all down and lethargic.
Age : 20
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