/img src="http://dl5.glitter-graphics.net/pub/1824/1824585m5vy6k3xmf.gif" width=12 height=12 border=0>Thursday, August 28, 2008

I feel really tired... After my ah gong's departure, my little cousin's mother caught lung cancer and at the moment of stage 5. Which is there will not be any miracle even if she go through chemotherapy.
I don't wish to go through another funeral of my kins. It's really indescribable. It's like I can't breathe and cry out at the same time, all feelings choke at my chest. The worst is my little cousin would be motherless soon and how would he take it and perhaps affecting his childhood.
I... Why...