Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Hai. That time when I wear the colored lenses in the face of my mother, she cried when I told her it's alright to wear. To appease her totally, I threw away in the bin for her sorrowful eyes to look upon on, and everything went back as usual.
I guess my heart went flat when she does anything to make me feel guilty. She does not need to use beating or torture on me to make me be obedient.
As long as she cries, complain about why her son wants to be disobedient, not listening to her I would give in unless it's something unreasonable.
It's chain of loving me, but at the same time felt bitter about it.
Today, Nic ask me whether in the future am I going to do any ear piercing? I giggled and told him, "I wear contact lenses, my mother cried. What if I do a piercing?" Nic laughed hysterically.
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