Saturday, November 29, 2008
Well, I woke up early in the morning at 7 and when out together with my father and sister. We when to my grandma's house preparing the offerings and food for the later visit at the crematorium.
Within an hour, all our kins had came and packing things up; get ready for another trip to mandai. We reach there, our parents went to the praying ground and offered some food laid down. All of us went to forth floor where my grandpa's tablet was being placed, our parents eagerly place the remaining food such as roast duck, some dim sum,etc near his tablet. I can see they really cherish their father alot.
Further on, my father suddenly overcome by his emotions and wept quietly looking far out. Well, my father's pretty emotional but does not like people to know it or see his expressions. My grandma went besides my father and both start to do the same 'actions'.
As a day before, I had serious diarrhea and felt nauseous about eating anything, I practically do not want to put anything in my mouth. But, ya. My sister and I decided to went off around 12 together with my two cousins; we can't stand the temperature in the house and the smoke from the incense was overpowering.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Well, the flu bug caught on me. I felt like my nose is currently in action to rot. Ugh!
Around 2am, I went jogging again to make myself sweat out in hope the flu goes out. I'll been resting since I came back around 6 plus pm after the DMT understanding test.
Guess the flu bug ran off. Feeling fine for now. Phew.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Well, like pierre has said, the tapping dads had no talents except having a cohorts of dads with great determination. Not much of the choreography and the things they do seems similar to their previous performance.
Well, I guess they are not making it to the last obstacle as even I do not see any talents except their gritting teeth determination and their hearts of gold, making these performances, staking their careers on line, and most of all, for their families.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
It's seems without any goal, I have to use brutal force with my mind pushing myself to do things such as going on a treadmill, pulling the weights, feeling the stretch & strain from my muscle tissues, and most of all going regular jogging sessions.
I'm getting lerthargic and perhaps it's funny. When I'm doing of anything listed above, my mind is totally blank and I'm staring in space wondering nothing except feeling the strain of my body.
Hmm. I don't know. Lost perhaps. Need something. What is it?
Monday, November 10, 2008
After my jogging session around 1.40am, I went back home around 2.30am and felt the fatigue overcoming me every second. Went home and dried my sweat under the fan. My mom ask me to come look at this news article saying about a teenage girl uploading her nude photos online.
My mom said,"where is the shame and the purities of woman which are considered one of their virtues?" Well, I told her that either she had a sad past, or she likes people know that she's a stunner, perhaps she needs attention from people she did not get from before. To me, she's scary for sure. Shriek*
Okay, what do you think?
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Hmm. How should I start the flow? Hmm.
okay. Actually, it is not me that I'm worried about my presentation. All I know is that my mother would be extremely paranoid if I were to fail.
Got an incident when i bought a pair of red contact lens for $20 and wanted to wear to school. At home, I woar it and walk around. My mother saw it and cried in front of me. I am unsure whether that was her tactic or she feared that the color lenses would harm my eyes (Thanks to the news splashed all over the media and newspapers) but I had to stop her from crying. I took them off and chuck to the bin. Argh!
Afraid of the same thing happen, I had to make sure I am pretty confident to present in of my advisor and the people who are judging my show. The night before, I presented my posters again and again till 4 in the morning. The next morning, I was flooded with great friends's sms wishing me the best. The elated me felt everything was ready and went off to agora hall and present my report findings/ posters.
* Thanks pals and friends!!!!!
So the later portion I assumed you all would know. XD. But, thanks guys! I really need those sms to bring my nervousness off my mind!
Monday, November 3, 2008
It's a night where I'm chilling out at my seat making my butt restlessly numb. Many of my friends ask me why I wanted to slim down but I chuck their questions with answers such as preparing for NS, etc.
Actually, I wanted to slim down to be confident because I came to know of a girl with a great character. As I typed, I felt kind of funny writing on the keyboard of my notebook. I seldom talk about this anymore. But, this girl I like seems getting further and further from me. Hints on about being best friend, this and that. Oh well, it seems my effort has gone down the drain. On knowing, I did felt "what shall I do today. Hmm. Go to school? Then, work hard and think of the problem statement? Reach home and play cabal? Go night jogging which I seek tranquility at my park downstairs?"
Of course, I would still go on my training; but this time it's without any goal and I shall aimlessly run through my mists.
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