/img src="http://dl5.glitter-graphics.net/pub/1824/1824585m5vy6k3xmf.gif" width=12 height=12 border=0>Monday, March 2, 2009

Seems that by making myself proactive to people, instead of becoming close, I felt kinda stupid and I feel awkward sometimes. Sometimes, I thought what I'm trying to do now is it okay or is pure dumbness? I wished to go back the cold me which I would ignore people unless I have something to speak up.
When I'm proactive to people, some of them could have rejections so strongly then they would think why are you trying to be so close to me? During the period, when I felt there was no need to converse to anyone, people would think why doesn't he like to talk? He's hateful?
Anyway, it's noon. Going down to think more and sweat under the hot sun playing basketball.