Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Learning violin soon. Need to raise a sum of money to buy one instead of a long term borrowing of cliston's violin.
Seems that besides my kaki's, these two girls earn my trust totally which I ain't sure why. But, seems that my bother of their habits has raise xh to ask why do I bother when she's not my relative like hf. Hmm, thinking deep, hey yeah that's true, but one thing is that I'm able to trust the two of them 100%. Well, since xh thinks that it's a irritating thing to bother about her, then it shall be and I won't do that anymore.
$750 for a violin. I've gonna starve to get savings to purchase a violin. painful it is but I hope to learn it while I'm alive. You never know what will happen the next moment.
Yesterday, hf,xh,yy went for their weekly swimming class. I went to play basketball with the junkies downstairs, though ain't acquaintances. I felt fustrated and so stress up at my chest. I wanna yell, I WANNA SCREAM AND I WANNA RUN AND SWEAT TILL I DROP. What was the cause? I don't know man. Perhaps it's because of a long term placement in my heart of every other matter which I don't wish to solve, adds up and BLAST me apart. Went running the park twice, and still felt so "indescribable."
My dear cousin hf ask me why I felt so restless and I don't know what to say when I don't even have the answer for myself. A day has passed, and forget it shall be.
Age : 20
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