Thursday, July 9, 2009
After these few months of inactivity in my blog, I came to realize friends that you chose to be with, hang around determines part of your advancement in life.
For example, dearest hf and xh. They have certainly brought my learning journey to a step further than before. Advices that I never glimpse before in my mind. Advices on how to tell my other friends certain problems and even problems of my own. These advices don't come easy from them; I felt that great advices comes by, by immersing oneself into the given situation to get the feel of it. I find them knowledgable in life and street-savvy.
Xh always like to say she accomplish not much in life; well deep in my heart she has already achieve great deals which I may not straight away shout "Hell, Yes I can!" Hf, she's definitely hotheaded sometimes, and her opinions can tilted to one side, but her gutso sway me off with admiration. She won't hesitate to speak free her mind which I like about her point. Xh should consider gaining this attribute of hers.
Till this day, I ain't sure why I felt so relief and elated when seeing them, its like my problems are nothing anymore, have fun and be a lark. Seems that they are going to work on the weekends, and when hf ask me what would I do if the manager ask me to work on weekends? Of course, I turned in to my human nature and said" No, I ain't working on weekends manager." Then I told her not to care about what I said as that sentence contains my selfishness. Hf asked what I meant by selfish? I kept quiet, not going to answer that question. I've learn that she needs money to pay her car lessons, etc so what more I can say? As for xh, she brings my mood high & mighty, especially when she's all happy and energetic. I can't be selfish right? Work is definitely more important than to rot with me on weekends.
I'm kinda straying off the given topic; thoughts to many issues has change and I began to think more positively in life. Like what raudha told me, "Hey, Alvin I find you less sighing and not so stress like the previous semester." I smiled with thoughts.
Besides them, a couple played a part. Well, should I say they taught me it ain't easy to maintain a relationship, know about give and take, understand each other? Know how to care for friends, be more forgiving rather than to suck up hatred?
Most of the time, I interact more with Clis & Cheryl in school. I would always tell about my days to them without any restrictions. I can shout to you in your face now that education is not all about what lies in life. Clis though not academic inclined, sometimes the advices he says to me is seriously profound but in his own broken English structure of sentences. Cheryl would spark my mind thinking more deeply than ever.
Sham, Greg, Gx, Scandal are the four musketeers who are the love/sex gurus. I must hand to them for being so "knowledgeable" in their respective expertise. They can cheer me up easily when I feel down and makes me laugh without any thoughts remaining in me. I feel free with them. Advices are seldom, but if it exists, I would give thoughts to credit it.
The "unknowns". You all know who you are. Advices which shared throughout each of our own problems. Its like going through our problems and solve it together. That's what so special about them.
A new friend I've make in class; Mint, she's very experienced in life. Perhaps its the job she has;tutoring kids that made her more mature, and the ups and down in her path craved her to be stronger than ever. Problems that are asked over are in turn returned with great thoughts.
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