Monday, August 24, 2009
I have been eating hectically these few weeks especially when I feel the heat going on.
I want a serving of squid, inside stuff with glutinous rice.
I want a serving of bbq stingray, with sweet and spicy sambal sauce on it.
I want a serving of steamed fish, with tomato and ginger slices on it.
I want almond milk to drink every single day.
I want almond beancurd.
I want almond paste.
Give me can you? I be very happy.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Desktop consists of 100gb of data. No wonder restarting my com, cause my 20 mins of my UT time. Fed up.
Then, saw the mail of deferment and health screening. Even sadder.
Girl chill me off. Thank you.
Then, I found out only can register the health screen on 23th aug. Great.
In midst of examinations. Fatigue. I'll be happy.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
My cousin smsed me asking whether free on Saturday. I love to join her and her friends, especially with she and xh. I'm currently in midst in my final examinations. She seems piss off especially after the last sms I received. I hope she can understand my situation.
Stressing up over programming, and cause me to eat and eat and eat. I'm food guilty, and at the same time feel stress remove slightly once I ate something happy. I'm cranking up soon. Relieve me! Anyone!
Sunday, August 16, 2009
I thought I could lean onto my emotional support during the weekends. But, it seems no matter what happens on me, anything about me, she ain't gonna give a damn. I feel sadden.
Seems inches to me yet unreachable. I felt like not able to achieve a lot of things. Not easing. I feel not nice. Unbearable when cold was treated on me from her.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
5 days a week, from morning till night in school.
Trainings for preparations for the incoming NAPFA, school time till late afternoon, filming or programming during the night.
Went home, took a bath, brush my teeth, and go to sleep. The next day carries on.
UT 3 coming soon, and I'm feeling bushed. I need a source of energy to pull my through. Wei, where are you energy? XD.
I'm afraid before the examinations come, I would fall apart.
Feeling more dizzy spells then used to be. Afraid of another blackout and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I hope it's just fatigue. Fatigue it must be.
Age : 20
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